Monday, June 19, 2006

Making choices

I've tendered in my resignation after 'discussion' on some issuses. I'm getting that butterfly feeling in the pits that says I may be making a mistake. I'll be taking a pay cut for the next few months as compared to what I'm getting now. It's balanced that I'd get it higher once it's done. The working hours will change to reflect and It may be longer than what it is now but it's balance as I'll be doing what I would enjoy doing. I may be dropping classes and gaining them all back and more. I may be making the wrong choice but hey I dun always make the right ones. I do however can live right by them.

I do not believe in just mking money for I believe that to burn out yourself based on that alone will cause one to lose one own self. That I believe is bad and thus I've decided on this path. Walking with passion and when doing it well does have it's own rewards. This path I believe and thus I'll walk. I will walk this path knowing that this time whatever I believe, I'm not alone.

Monday, June 05, 2006

Hot Diss Day

Yup it's the June Holidays or I shall term it as Hot Diss days.

It's Hot as all things that should have occured occurs. Gotta Love Murphy's Law.

Diss. THis happens when skills are called into quesiton despite showing on the spot what one has being doing all this time. I still need work on it.

Days. Well if it's not measured in seconds, minutes, hours, etc, etc blah blah........

I have got alot of work to do ironic as it seems. Students go home and i get to clear up the mess they left behind on the coms. Oh well at least I have got shortcuts to it. I have got to install new software too.......From XP i have to install 2003. oh well Office downgrade. Nice.

Picked up a couple more RPGA games. Dun cost much and doesn't add any expenses not already accounted for. Nice.

Looking for a couple of options since I have to put my studies plan on hold due to terrible finances. Oh well can't get it all. Perfect place with time to study and no $KaChing$$ to do it. Sad man. Oh well time to look further and harder.